Writer’s Block

I don't know if I want to try again

all my thoughts

no all my feelings

no all of me, is a tangled mess

And I lack the words to unlock a cage I put myself in.

I can't trust them

I can't trust Him

Hell, I can't trust me

I don't know if I want to try again

I'm scared

I'm tired

I'm bruised, battered, and beaten

Spring stabbed me in the back

Summer came searching for blood

Autumn took what was left of my heart

and Winter left me for dead

I don't know if I want to try again

I don't know if i want to write again