Some kind of way.

As I sit here typing this I've paused my reading of a very famous novel penned by one, Bram Stoker. I can't focus on that Gothic tome until I express certain feelings that are overwhelming me.

How do you express something that you can't put into words? This very night I revisited a Christian rock opera that was a much beloved part of my childhood. I came away from feeling... odd. It was wonderful to revisit it via YouTube but I can't describe the feeling it left me with very well.

This isn't the first time this has happened to me lately.

The further ahead to my future I look the further back I desire to go! It's like nostalgia but as if the nostalgia is causing me to grieve. I'm a penini in a sandwich press. I'm not sure what I'm feeling or how to process it. For now I can only choke it down and resume my reading.

My apologies. This not the normal type of thing I construct from my words but the anonymity of my username helps. Farewell for now__The Author.