A Pessimistic View of a Nihilistic Life

I can’t forgive myself

For being born

An assured calamity

Of a metaphysical experience

Crawling out of the abyss

Into the humiliation of the self

With ambiguous lucidity

And the unique misfortune

Of an unwanted existence

Simply waiting for

The inextricable

Annihilation of life

Embracing the sweetness

Of death