Hate
I loved you with all my heart
But you let it fall apart
My fear was of losing you
You made my fear come true
This pain is too much to bare
When with you I couldn't share
I can't do this by myself
You put me up on a shelf
I still smell you in the sheets
I haven't washed them for weeks
The fridge still contains your beers
They won't wash away these tears
I saw you with her today
I just want to make you pay
You looked at her lovingly
Like you used to look at me
How could you betray my trust
By giving into your lust?
I thought our love was so strong
How could you prove me wrong?
The pain eats away my soul
Leaving me empty, unwhole
Inside me it's getting dark
You've definitely left your mark
I saw you again last night
My thoughts would have caused you fright
I wanted to slit your throat
Like a sacrificial goat
The anger consumes me like fire
I hate you for being a liar
I wish I could just be free
Then you would be chasing me.