Thought You Were the One...
It kills me inside knowing you will be talking to other guys & seeing them... I didn't even have a chance, you turned cold and went from being my love to being distant. All it took was one day, because of the things I could not control. I see a stranger in your eyes, where once I saw a future soulmate.
No one is perfect, everyone makes mistakes, and you will have fights in every relationship moving forward. Are you going to run every time? If you talked to me in person, you would see I did not mean to hurt you. You would see how I look into your eyes, how I hold you, how I kiss you... and you would know how much I adored you. Tell me, how long did it take for you to forget the day we first met, how long did it take for you to forget the feelings we felt.. was it hours, was it days, was it weeks, tell me, how long will it take until I can forget? The answer is I won't because I will never forget how it felt being next to you.
Your knight in shining armor won't be coming for you, he was here in front of you this whole time. Chasing, pleaing, & hoping you would hear his cries for you. I never did this before with anyone, chase them the way I have been trying to rekindle a flame with you. I can't handle knowing how you were with me before & how you instantly became so cold, you gave up without a fight.
The thing is, you closed our book during the interlogue preventing us from making it to the first chapter. This wasn't how our story was supposed to end. You shattered my hopes of ever being in love and while your heart is ice cold, mine is bleeding embers. What a shame we won't get the chance to see how our story ends. I am closing my book & won't be turning another page. Please, before you pick up a new book, read the back so you understand the synopsis before dwelving into the pages. Because I don't want another soul to be tossed aside when the story gets rough like i was, no one deserves that. I never wanted to be on your pile of unread books, but here I am...