wish i knew
how to fix
it i tried a hair color
change your favorite
but nothing seems to click
you only love me in my dreams
it feels like you love
to tear me to pieces with your words
i was born a sun
or so i thought
until your clouds
came and stayed
now i'm used
to the shade
how can i be the sun when you shade me
now i expect it
i don't even try
every night
i chase you
and only in my dreams
do i ever catch you
we haven’t been
happy in so long
i feel like the happiest version of us is a made up vision in my head
how can we heal
when we stay
inside the cause of pain
I wish
us
was enough
I know
your dad and I
lately haven't been
seeing eye to eye
but know we will never say
goodbye
you hate me
you hate me not
every time i peel the petals