I moved a million mountains for us

and somehow that’s is still not enough

to deserve your love

every time

we gaze

there is a pain

in my heart

it won’t go away

this life

took a toll

on us

the bad days

got the best of us

I never know which person i get.

But lately it’s the one, that hates me.

And then picks at my flaws reminds me why i am not enough.

But maybe, I believe in myself for once.

I am enough

I am enough

for them

and my self.

we aren't like we used to be

and that's okay

valentines day

is for me now

to learn to love myself

all the parts

you never saw

because you were too busy

pointing out my flaws

hating me

for being myself

but i am learning

to love them all

wish i knew

how to fix

it i tried a hair color

change your favorite

but nothing seems to click

you only love me in my dreams

i was born a sun

or so i thought

until your clouds

came and stayed

now i'm used

to the shade