Not my horror movie...
I woke up, it was still dark outside. I just went back to sleep. I woke up again, still dark. I slept. I woke up, still dark. Hmm, what time is it? I thought. I pulled out my phone to check, 2:00pm! What the..? My train of thought was interrupted by a curling scream outside, I looked out the window and saw a woman no older than 40. Her face held blood and something wasn't right about her eyes. They were black.What the actual fu-. I immediately go downstairs and lock my front door, and all the windows, and start staring at the people surrounding the screaming lady. I turn away from the window for only a second then I hear a stampede outside. Everyone is running back inside away from the lady who is still standing hurling her arms to the sky. The world turns to reddish black, under the unidentified lights in the sky. The TV flashes to the new station and It sounds urgent, the lady is practically yelling at the camera. And i get distracted by the new reporter to notice the monsters falling from the lights in the sky.
“Everyone must stay inside!” someone screams. The power cuts off. The adrenaline hits me and I'm shaking. The world is deep red now and I look outside to see a black fleshy tube sucking the life out of people. The old lady out front is now lifeless on the ground all pale and skinny. I look around with horror on my face and see more and more dead people on the streets. I witness monsters and demon looking creatures crawling on all-fours and taking the souls of the dead. They break into unlocked houses, they kill them one by one, house by house. I dash downstairs and barrake the front door with my couch and arm chairs. The door slams as they try to get in, their hand prints, covered in blood, stained my windows. All of the sudden i see glass shards flying. And the monsters inside my house. I run into a closet and hide. I turn the lock, and curl into a ball and then i hear the monsters in my house move around and search for me. Their killing call sounds like a loud purr and a low deep growl. They're hunting me.
They are hard of hearing and i make sounds with them having no reaction. I saw their ruthless killing if they could actually hear properly i’d be dead. Their is a car outside. I can hear it, and so can the monsters. I hear them all rush out the shattered window. I slowly open the closet door, making sure they are all out of my house. The people are trying to escape but even the people on a plane cant. Smoke covers the buildings with a plane in the middle. I want to believe that there are other people that are alive, that my family is alive, but the phone is still ringing. No answer. I peek outside and wish for a single person to be alive. I wish. I wish. I wish. Nothing. I grab all of my food and go into my basement. Taking all of the scrape wood to close the door and windows. I silently wait. I wait. I wait. I wait. I wait. I hear screams. Again and again and again. My power is still off so I check my phone. The new is off and i check the international channels. One in Asia, Europe, and Australia. There all under attack just like LA. Monsters have officially taken over. Were doomed.
My house is being searched again by the monsters, their stomps getting closer to me. It seems their sense of smell is better then their hearing because they find me in an instant. And all too soon their taking my body into the air and sucking the life out of me like all the others, I see my body on the ground frail and lifeless. How could i be so foolish to think I’d be the one to live in this horror movie?
Treatments
I sat and thought about death
I feared
Waiting and waiting
The cancer treatment was killing parts
Hair
Appetite
Weight
Soon it will take my life too
I couldn't sit here and do nothing waiting for me to
S l o w l y
Die
I’ve starved myself
I got to sit and watch my friends die
The hospital friends
We’ve been told so many times
“You won’t last long”
How could i hold on?
I’ve waited and waited
The feeling of fear stopped
Its gone
I feel nothing
Just let me die in peace
Please…
I’m still here waiting
Quietly
Patient
Wanting
And sitting here
Waiting
A different medication?
Okay
Pop the lid
Take two
Wait
Wait
I feel relieved all of the sudden
Then bam
I'm Gone with the wind
Love
I feel as if my chance of love will never come by, or maybe I won’t get that chance of teenage love, or maybe I just wasn’t made for me. I feel as if maybe I look too hard or choose the wrong person. I want that right person, that someone just for me. I want to be that couple that never gets mad or bored or bothered by each other. I want love, love by someone who loves me back, someone who will love me more than I love myself…
A quiet bus serene and filled
with slow sounds of rain and slight chatter
music playing in your headphones
and the path of trees flying by
the bus is quite smooth today
we pass the next stop with a group of six girls,
the serene peaceful still and faint sounds
Burst into a loud corruption
Of chatter and gossip
The max volume of your headphones
cannot silent the girls
Your stuck like this until you arrive to your destination.
Lovely love notes pt.2
God I can’t even fathom such a boy exists, you know those angels in paintings? Thats you. My angel. I can see your halo and the charming fair skin from oil paintings. And you’re too funny too… well not perfect you’re right about that, you’re fascinating, gorgeous, and adorable. This might be cringe but that’s just my point, Even thought it’s cringy it’s true. You might not get this but at least I wrote my feelings. <3
I am
I am Meadow
I was born in the spring with copper colored hair
With a name meaning a field near a stream
I can hear it
The atmosphere
But what's IN a meadow?
Under the surface?
Under my appearance?
Behind emerald eyes?
A world of its own
A textured wonderland
Serene peacefulness
What’s Deeper?
Beyond that?
Someone afraid of growing up
Afraid of seeing the awfulness in the world
But my name leads you to that
Peaceful
Gorgeous
Wonderland
That's next to the stream
Of Ideas that flow without caution
Of beautiful drawings
Of wonderful music
To me
My mind
My life
Meadow