lessons (so far) from Prose 2024
my haikus are not traditional and sometimes kind of lame, but that's okay
free speech makes some people uneasy
some people don't like my poems
because they don't rhyme
some refuse to even read them
if they are in all italics
some writers are cool and friendly
others are pretentious dickheads
I find it amusing (and somehow validating) to get blocked
some repugnant jerk-offs actually use AI to “write” and other people here “like” it
the truly creative are not celebrated enough
you gotta tag people properly, man, or they won't see your damn reply to comments LOL this took my retarded ass forever to learn
there seems to be no rhyme or reason to “Spotlight” piece selections (there are AI pieces there as well, so what the fuck?)
I miss being able to use links (e.g. to another written piece or to music)
I have been inspired by other writers here (thank you)
I need to be a “subscriber” in order to create challenges and I don't like that
writing is a humbling process
I miss the Prose guy's videos
he had such a cool vibe and a killer voice
overall, I'm glad to be here
must be nice…
How nice
How other people can
Simply
Turn the page
So to speak
Gracefully
Move on
That is not my way
I did not turn the page
I ripped those motherfuckers out
with my teeth
Gouged at the binding
with bleeding fingertips
Burned the pieces
Used the ash
To mix with
self pity and tears
And used it for makeup
So on the outside
I can look just like
the fucking lunatic
I am
On the inside
Winter’s Anhedonia
Cold, gray static
Emptiness
A matte fog of numbness
My saturnine world muted
Of color and sound
Food so tasteless
Appetizing as ash
Nothing moves me
Or brings pleasure
While peering over
The observation deck
Everyone else
Around me
Seemingly so alive
Coils of apathy
Squeeze me
In a suffocating embrace
And dangle me over
My personal abyss of
Bleak nothingness
Whistle While You Work
Tired, Kami sank into the blue chair. She should be getting ready to be on stage, not regretting her life choices.
Tears fell onto the faded carpet and she looked at the lava lamp clock sitting on her dressing room table.
Tacky. All of it. So damn tacky, she thought.
Though, this was no revelation. She knew this gig was freaky when she took it.
She pulled on her Snow White wig and began to paint her face.
I was just supposed to do my lil’ strip tease. No one told me them nekkid dwarves would jog on stage too.