3am
So I’m not going to be the one
who gets to be happy.
You’re going to make someone else happy
and it’s not gonna be me.
I’m gonna get lonely nights,
a big king sized bed
with just me in the middle
sinking,
drowning in my thoughts,
pain and suffering,
nightmares and cold sweats
and an emptiness
that could have been you.
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