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Joyride Of Misery

The moments of innocence I loved having with you, are nothing more than dreaded memories now. The little things that we did together, the songs we'd recommend and talk about, the gossip, the mutual friendships we shared are still here, everything is still here; what isn't is you. You aren't here anymore. Your absence haunts me. The constant reminders of your absence drag me back to the good times we spent together, which I now fear more than I once thought I would cherish, ripping apart my resilience.

When you left, you took with you a part of me. A part of me still resides within you, and the hollow it created still aches. No matter how hard I try to forget, the very pain that I want to avoid reminds me of you, all the hurt, all the heart-ache you left me to suffer with. You're the part of me that I don't want to live with anymore, like a parasite that feeds off of me, making me drown in my own failure to get rid of your memories.

You must be wondering, its the same old love and hurt rants from yet another boy. That must have become a constant part of your life annoying you down to your bones, no? Why shouldn't it be so, you're so beautiful after all. So elegant, as if God granted you the power to wound Gladiators with a single look in the eye and a smile on that dime of a face! Apart from the quicksand of your blinding aesthetics, what I fell for was the honesty and innocence and sincerity that you once showed me. Being one of the dumbest kids at school, when no one actually cared but all they did was make fun of me, it was you that stood by my side. I, for one loved you and respected you from the core of my existence. I smiled like an idiot just at the thought of you. You being nice to me at a time when most people were cruel bullies from the slightest to the meanest of ways, made me fall for you flat on my face.

I went from having thought "there's no such thing as true love" to wondering "my life seems pointless without you" and then back to accepting "there's no such thing as true love"! It bewilders me that why did God put me through all of this, only to get me back to the point where I started! This was a journey, a short-lived joyride perhaps, the destination of which was only my former unconfident and lonely self.

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Joyride Of Misery
The moments of innocence I loved having with you, are nothing more than dreaded memories now. The little things that we did together, the songs we'd recommend and talk about, the gossip, the mutual friendships we shared are still here, everything is still here; what isn't is you. You aren't here anymore. Your absence haunts me. The constant reminders of your absence drag me back to the good times we spent together, which I now fear more than I once thought I would cherish, ripping apart my resilience.

When you left, you took with you a part of me. A part of me still resides within you, and the hollow it created still aches. No matter how hard I try to forget, the very pain that I want to avoid reminds me of you, all the hurt, all the heart-ache you left me to suffer with. You're the part of me that I don't want to live with anymore, like a parasite that feeds off of me, making me drown in my own failure to get rid of your memories.

You must be wondering, its the same old love and hurt rants from yet another boy. That must have become a constant part of your life annoying you down to your bones, no? Why shouldn't it be so, you're so beautiful after all. So elegant, as if God granted you the power to wound Gladiators with a single look in the eye and a smile on that dime of a face! Apart from the quicksand of your blinding aesthetics, what I fell for was the honesty and innocence and sincerity that you once showed me. Being one of the dumbest kids at school, when no one actually cared but all they did was make fun of me, it was you that stood by my side. I, for one loved you and respected you from the core of my existence. I smiled like an idiot just at the thought of you. You being nice to me at a time when most people were cruel bullies from the slightest to the meanest of ways, made me fall for you flat on my face.

I went from having thought "there's no such thing as true love" to wondering "my life seems pointless without you" and then back to accepting "there's no such thing as true love"! It bewilders me that why did God put me through all of this, only to get me back to the point where I started! This was a journey, a short-lived joyride perhaps, the destination of which was only my former unconfident and lonely self.
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Written by Justbrainstatic in portal Stream of Consciousness

I don't want to be afraid anymore.

Why doesn't my brain ever stop. Why won't my brain let me think I'm good enough for anyone. Why won't my brain just let me breathe. I'm suffocating in my own mind. When I look back on it there is a lot that leads up to it all. Why I don't trust guys, why I don't let them close to me, why I never want to again. I learned at a Young age how dominant men can be, how harmful. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I wasn't supposed to learn to be afraid and fight as a little girl. I wasn't supposed to be scared for the remainder of my adulthood. I am. I'm afraid to let anyone in. The worst part of it is that even when someone promises to stay, promises to never let you go and disappear, they do. People do not understand the entirety of the promises they are making when they make them. People change and love and feeling complete goes to being hurt and emotionally damaged. People hurt each other, it's in or nature from birth. We destroy each other. The worst is when we destroy the person We're supposed to love and take care of. My brain is so full today. It's not quiet, it's loud and obnoxious, it's screaming. I want to be able to be whole again, to be who I was before all of this happened to me. Before other humans destroyed the human I was. People scare me, they change their minds so quickly.

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Written by Justbrainstatic in portal Stream of Consciousness
I don't want to be afraid anymore.
Why doesn't my brain ever stop. Why won't my brain let me think I'm good enough for anyone. Why won't my brain just let me breathe. I'm suffocating in my own mind. When I look back on it there is a lot that leads up to it all. Why I don't trust guys, why I don't let them close to me, why I never want to again. I learned at a Young age how dominant men can be, how harmful. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I wasn't supposed to learn to be afraid and fight as a little girl. I wasn't supposed to be scared for the remainder of my adulthood. I am. I'm afraid to let anyone in. The worst part of it is that even when someone promises to stay, promises to never let you go and disappear, they do. People do not understand the entirety of the promises they are making when they make them. People change and love and feeling complete goes to being hurt and emotionally damaged. People hurt each other, it's in or nature from birth. We destroy each other. The worst is when we destroy the person We're supposed to love and take care of. My brain is so full today. It's not quiet, it's loud and obnoxious, it's screaming. I want to be able to be whole again, to be who I was before all of this happened to me. Before other humans destroyed the human I was. People scare me, they change their minds so quickly.
#love  #sad  #scared  #depression  #hurt 
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Written by DaveK in portal Poetry & Free Verse

Retirement

I long for age

To break my body

And bind me

To the bed

She sits by

And life will

Finally lose

Its ability

To pull me away

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Written by DaveK in portal Poetry & Free Verse
Retirement
I long for age
To break my body
And bind me
To the bed
She sits by
And life will
Finally lose
Its ability
To pull me away
#love  #growingold 
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If I love you, I will be so clingy to you. I will crave for your attention always.

I will send you hundreds of messages a day. I will ask you how you are every 10 minutes. I will check on you every hour just to make sure you’re okay. I will tag you in almost every posts I see on Facebook. I will tweet you about any nonsensical things. I will send you random selfies of me or even videos of random things that made me laugh or smile, because I want you to feel the same. I will hold your hands in public. I will hug and kiss you goodbye every night after bringing me home. I will bite you whenever I feel to. I will sing to you. I will dance crazily in front of you. I will pretend not being able to open my water bottle so I can make you open it. I will crack corny jokes and force you to laugh at it.

I will annoy the shit out of you. But that is just because I am in love with you. You just gotta understand my love for you.

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If I love you, I will be so clingy to you. I will crave for your attention always.

I will send you hundreds of messages a day. I will ask you how you are every 10 minutes. I will check on you every hour just to make sure you’re okay. I will tag you in almost every posts I see on Facebook. I will tweet you about any nonsensical things. I will send you random selfies of me or even videos of random things that made me laugh or smile, because I want you to feel the same. I will hold your hands in public. I will hug and kiss you goodbye every night after bringing me home. I will bite you whenever I feel to. I will sing to you. I will dance crazily in front of you. I will pretend not being able to open my water bottle so I can make you open it. I will crack corny jokes and force you to laugh at it.

I will annoy the shit out of you. But that is just because I am in love with you. You just gotta understand my love for you.
#romance  #prose  #love 
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Written by NessaNix

These premises

I broke every rule for you

Took that book of spells I had and

Burned it, until nothing was left

I had vows to myself, forbidding

Any man, as these premises were

My own.

God, I lied for you.

Kept your secrets like some

Sad secretary, filing them away in

Drawers that were locked the

Second they were closed.

I let you lead me away,

From myself and from my demons

And never before had I tasted

Anything as sweet as pure

Unintentional love.

But that love is not love.

That is not the love that

I sought, that haunted my dreams

And you were beautiful-

In a thousand words and more,

You rendered me speechless.

Incoherent. Obliterated.

I wanted you so badly that it

Burned like sin in my throat.

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These premises
I broke every rule for you
Took that book of spells I had and
Burned it, until nothing was left
I had vows to myself, forbidding
Any man, as these premises were
My own.

God, I lied for you.
Kept your secrets like some
Sad secretary, filing them away in
Drawers that were locked the
Second they were closed.

I let you lead me away,
From myself and from my demons
And never before had I tasted
Anything as sweet as pure
Unintentional love.

But that love is not love.
That is not the love that
I sought, that haunted my dreams
And you were beautiful-
In a thousand words and more,
You rendered me speechless.

Incoherent. Obliterated.
I wanted you so badly that it
Burned like sin in my throat.
#fiction  #poetry  #philosophy  #love  #broken  #opinion 
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Written by MisakiShinju

New Moon

Seeing you in me.

Seeing myself anew on

Edges of the moon.

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New Moon
Seeing you in me.
Seeing myself anew on
Edges of the moon.
#fiction  #romance  #poetry  #haiku  #poem  #writing  #love  #nature  #passion 
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Miscalculations

I'm tired

Of hearing you speak

Chanting your praises

Into the deadly fire

Calling my name

Giving me life

I'm so sick of your

Intimidating smile

The dance on your lips

The puzzle one must figure

I used to love it

The mysterious story

Behind your smirk

But now I think you are

Irritating

Time consuming

You used to be my world but

Now I live in my own

No more secret glances

But an open heart to fill the hole

That you've created

That's what my new lover is

My arms wrapped around his

No more tastes of masochism

No one to make me feel

Ignorant

Like you have

Calculating things at the speed of light while

You

Who called me slow

And broke my heart

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Miscalculations
I'm tired
Of hearing you speak
Chanting your praises
Into the deadly fire
Calling my name
Giving me life
I'm so sick of your
Intimidating smile
The dance on your lips
The puzzle one must figure
I used to love it
The mysterious story
Behind your smirk
But now I think you are
Irritating
Time consuming
You used to be my world but
Now I live in my own
No more secret glances
But an open heart to fill the hole
That you've created
That's what my new lover is
My arms wrapped around his
No more tastes of masochism
No one to make me feel
Ignorant
Like you have
Calculating things at the speed of light while
You
Who called me slow
And broke my heart
#poetry  #love 
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Written by Soulhearts in portal Poetry & Free Verse

Tuck me in

Under your skin

Let me not forget

The touch of love

Follow me

In my dreams

Where desire lives

Let me remember

The voice of love

When I wake

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Written by Soulhearts in portal Poetry & Free Verse
Tuck me in
Under your skin
Let me not forget
The touch of love

Follow me
In my dreams
Where desire lives

Let me remember
The voice of love
When I wake
#romance  #poetry  #love  #micropoetry 
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Written by RoxellaMay in portal Poetry & Free Verse

Replete

We crave for love.

For care

Touch

A kiss

An occasional hug

Some kind of fill.

A little bit of company.

To be with someone.

To know that they will be there.

To finally be able to

Depend.

The world has accused enough

"Only the weak are dependent! "

Mulling over,

We spend all our lives

Searching for Someone

Doesn't that mean Dependence?

We were made to be dependent.

Its okay.

We are who were are.

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Written by RoxellaMay in portal Poetry & Free Verse
Replete
We crave for love.
For care
Touch
A kiss
An occasional hug

Some kind of fill.

A little bit of company.
To be with someone.
To know that they will be there.
To finally be able to
Depend.

The world has accused enough
"Only the weak are dependent! "

Mulling over,
We spend all our lives
Searching for Someone
Doesn't that mean Dependence?

We were made to be dependent.

Its okay.
We are who were are.
#life  #love  #kind  #togetherness 
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Written by Dendra_dm in portal Tanka

Your sweet defender

Fruity and chocolate

Cakes and other temptations,

Worry not my dear,

I'll vanquish them all bravely

Before they reach your sweet tooth

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Written by Dendra_dm in portal Tanka
Your sweet defender
Fruity and chocolate
Cakes and other temptations,
Worry not my dear,
I'll vanquish them all bravely
Before they reach your sweet tooth
#love  #cake  #chocolate  #temptation  #defender 
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