So Many Times

I've killed you a thousand times in my head. 

Dreamed your body as it bled,

Hushed your voice as it fled,

Bent your mind as it tread.

I've killed you a hundred times in my eyes.

Frozen your body in frigid ice,

Choked your voice amidst your lies,

Broke your mind in pure demise.

I've killed you ten times in my words,

Left your body eaten by birds,

Slit your voice, I can't afford,

Free your mind, you make me bored.

I've killed you once with my hands,

Devoured your body, understand?

Ripped your voice, so plain and bland,

And tortured your mind, broken, naked grand.