I was broken long before my heart was: murmurs from inside an empty car

I love you so much

it's like a bullet to my head

Like standing on the highest floor of a sky scraper,

looking down,

and wanting to jump,

not just because I want to fly,

but also because I want to fall

I love you so much

it's like a hole in my stomach

You are my only nourishment

and when you kiss me

it's like breathing

I love you some much

Where my skin is raw and scabs break open

Flowers bleed out

I love you so much that the bruises on my skin look like art

and you tell me my body is a canvas

I love you so much

I'll tear out my lung 

just to plant you calla lilies in their place

because I know they're you're favorite

I love you so much

I'd cut my heart out and serve it to you

slicing it in bite sized pieces 

because I know all of me is too much to handle

I'd rip each rib off just to hear you say

"You're forgiven, princess, "

I don't even know what for

But you promise you wouldn't lie to me about something like this

I love you so much

And your love tastes like starlight

its so hot 

and I know these marks look like cigarette burns

But I promise they're only comets

And you always say, something need to be burned up

If you want a shooting star