Sit

I sit, wondering what life could be. Family by my side through the tough, through the easy. I think of the people I have gotten to know. The close friends of my childhood no longer by my side. Except for two or three. My first relationship, no longer here. I look at the people that are there now, the six close ones and I realize that I am lucky. Especially to have who I have by my side at the end of the day.

Her beauty is undeniable. Her laugh and smile as beautiful as the sun rise. The best feature is evident in the fact that she can turn my day around in a heartbeat, her personality.

She knows my love for her, I know hers for me but I don't think we know just how much we mean to each other.

All I know is that I get lost in her eyes, I get lost in her voice but I can always trust her to have me find myself.

I sit, smiling in my thought as I watch her from across our bedroom. My friends from childhood not here, except for a few but I know I am the luckiest man alive to be able to stare into her eyes.