No means no

No means no

At least that's what they say at school

But I'm learning that no doesn't always mean no

Because I said no when he asked to touch me, and I continued to say to say no while his hand traveled across my thighs and up my shirt

He said he didn't know I didn't want it, but how did he not notice I was crying? Begging him to stop? How did he not hear my cries for help? Feel me attempting to push him off?

He kissed my wrist but here's the twist I told him no and he got pissed

His hands formed a fist and then I was hit

And I was hit again when instead of swallowing, I spit

And he threatened my family and he threatened my life, he even got out a sizeable knife... kinky he said

But... I was asking for it right? My sweatpants and t shirt were just too sexy to resist right? If I didn't want him, I shouldn't have worn something so revealing... right?

Wrong.

How about we stop fucking telling girls what not to wear, and start telling boys that no actually means no. How about we stop expecting girls to be okay with just pleasing the man? Why do we have to apologize for saying no, when it's been a basic human right for centuries

This isn't a fucking petting zoo, this is my fucking bedroom, and if I wanted you I would have told you. So get your damn hand off my chest and stop begging me to get undressed and stop taking it as yes because that just makes me want to say no.

No means no. Not try again later. So how about you grow the fuck up and stop blaming her.