I still adore you, even with your hands around my neck.

Your hands around my neck, i'm gasping for air. 

As you are laughing, blissfully, fully aware. 

How not only your hands, but your words and your laugh are killing me.

Slowly your grip gets tighter, you grit your teeth and look me dead in the eyes, you whisper ''not long now''.

I feel myself getting limp, in the cracked mirror behind you I see a glimpse of my face, purple, my eyes, bloodshot, almost popping out my skull. 

Your grin gets wider, it only amuses you more the weaker I get. 

I've lost all feeling in my body, I see a light and I think of the day I first met you, you were so innocent, loving, made out like you wouldn't hurt a soul. If only I knew. 

I should have listened to them all, everyone who said that in you, there's something evil. 

Only now do I see that, yet as the light flickers and starts to go out, my last thought, it's still you, were standing on that bridge, where we had our first kiss, 

So gentle,

So beautiful,

Your still beautiful now, but not the boy I once knew. 

Yet my love for you will still shine on through.. even when I get to heaven, i'll still be picking flowers for you.