They say everything happens for a reason

For awhile

I hated God

For the things he denied me

Nothing is worse then the silent treatment

When you are on your hands and knees

Begging

It seemed cruel

How he strung me along

With hope

Like a carrot on a string

Even after I knew better

And for a moment I had abandoned all ideas of my dreams coming true

Then I asked him

Quite simply

Why?

And finally

He replied

A simple answer

Because

You are meant to adopt him

A picture fluttering through my mind

I disregarded his answer

Ignoring it

My husband had never been one for the adoption route

So I moved on

But now

A year later

News of a possible adoption

Unplanned

Out of the blue

A perfect opportunity

And I swear

I can see gods cocky smile

And a voice like

See I told you.