Confusion

Confusion bottles up within the depths of my brain. I cannot come to terms with what I truly want. I cannot figure out what true happiness derives from? Is it you? Is it me? Is it us? What could it be?

I am indecisive and quite frankly a mess. My brain is constantly overworking itself with reappearing thoughts of sadness and being unsure of all things in life. Do I enter a relationship with you; you who brings me unending amounts of joy? Do I wait and see how things play out? How does one combat such confusion?