Maybe -mind manipulation-

Maybe I'm not happy, because i never get any damn sleep. I am afraid to sleep, afraid to eat, afraid to sleep afraid to sleep afraid to...

Because I'll miss my love too much.

And sometimes I don't get to dream about him.

Sometimes... It's about that fucking man that RAPED me. Walking around in my dream bubble as if he owns it.

HE DOESN'T.

He doesn't... Maybe he does.

The man who raped me and is locked away in a cell somewhere and is still strong enough to chain me down to depression and tie me up to anxiety and force PTSD down my throat and to steal my happiness.

Why is that man so damn strong.

why.

Possibly I did something wrong.

Pease don't hit me, please i wont eat again. I'm sorry! I thought i was allowed to eat tonight!

IM SORRY SIR IM SORRY SIR IM SORRY SIR.. IM SOR-

PLEASE DON'T HIT ME..

Please don't punish me.

PLEASE! Do not force that thing into my innocence.

I'm sorry my night gown was too short.

I'm sorry the way i played with my food was too sexy.

please don't hit me..

please.

He even haunts me while im awake.

Stop.

STOP!

GO AWAY.

You cant hurt me.

you cant hurt me.

you cant hurt me.

YOU'RE HURTING ME!!

Stop!!

Stop.

I just want to sleep.

please.

Let me be..

Please.