I had been taken out of time again. Or did my own spirit move through my lower consciousness as if it were water , swimming in the tides of Quantum eternity? All I know is that questions of time of who existed who exactly was I as it seemed like "I" was many swimming through this Multiversal Timeline as a school of Snakes, the kind that eat their own tail encircling the world! I was aware that each time I awoke the spirit inside my husband had changed, the house was backdrop only. Where was I really and WHO???? The Portals I created for Power The Writ in Blood to Satan to Own my Soul and my Immersion in a supposedly fictional Grimoire : The Necronomicon, to the actual AGE of the home and the mysterious mountains and ancient forests around it... This was a heady cocktail that began bending reality truly. The fact is I had been to the furthest reaches of time and traveled into the " empty bodies" of celebrities and political figures ... An Illuminati Outreach Program had begun to make use of my strength energy and to be honest with the addition of some excellent class As my complete IDIOCY in opening a million fucking doors .... Astral travel? wonderful ! Would be really nice though if I was not used by unseen fingers and they could return my husband- Brother - Twin - whoever the HeLL he really was would the Ancient Dragon Spirit that resides within him please stop testing me.... And yes , I am now. Dry . Of. Energy. For . The . Watchers. I want only my beautiful home my best friend and simple human pleasures . I heard of another who awoke after a session of ritual who had gone through a cleansing so intense that she found her whole universe was chimeras... And the cosy bed she slept in switched to a rusty hulk in a NEVERENDING desert.... A blanket spread upon the top, she awaited someone.... She heard footsteps ....at this moment I put protection around myself so that this horror will never ever happen to me... It is as simple as love and complex as chaos theory. Which one is the dream. Which one is not? I choose the one that contains warmth and love.