Fare thee well

I had no preconceptions of what this was. Please do not insult my capacity in awareness and come up with an excuse as to why you are choosing to leave this. Save that for the ones who accept such sentiments and gulp down pain like a child and act as though they haven't been crushed.

You stumbled upon me in a time and place where your presence had such precision in being exactly where you needed to be in my life and where I needed to be in yours. I cherish the beginning and I've hesitantly taken the lesson in the end. I regret absolutely nothing and I thank you so much for being the glorious person that you were. I believe I see you in such a way, that you almost began to view yourself in the same light, but you fool, you retreat so quickly in hiding. A boys fate fights with a mans desires. I felt I was losing you a while ago and that's okay, I pulled away myself. Make no mistake of a woman's intuition and her cunning strength in self preservation. How unfortunate something so beautiful doesn't flourish the same way it once did in the beginning. That's where the wisdom we walk away with hopefully comes to fruition in the future. I pray nothing but happiness for you and your journey. Should you ever need a friend in the future, please don't look for me. I gave you too much of me to ever entertain just a friend title. I gave you those intimate parts of my soul in the most vulnerable point of life, because I saw so much beauty in you. You gave me those parts in you, and you can trust I've kept it safe and will continue to do so. We shared something sacred in those firsts, and now it scarred over and where once there is a scar- only a lesson can be learned of how not to get burned going forward. I once said this with so much reckless abandon, and confidence. Too bad I say it now somberly and for the last time. Take care my darling, I truly love you.