Guys like happy girls.

When I told you I had depression you said please don't be depressed.

I smiled and said okay, because that doesn't even make sense.

When I said I had depression I didn't mean it in the "omg guys I totally feel depressed today because my nail broke" type of way.

I meant it in the "my DNA is a little different and causes my moods to vary and may make me not feel this whole life situation" type of way.

And when you told me that you never want to see me sad, it worried me because sometimes I can't help it and what if you don't like me anymore when the chemicals in my brain are not in line and I can't be happy?