I think I have Synesthesia

(this is actually a true story about me)

If you're not familiar, it's something with colors. My name is Angelie, so since the A is red the whole name should be red, except it has two blue E's which should make it blue. The blue and red constantly fight. If my name was blue it would be an oceany blue, and feel cold and wet in my fingertips like water. If it was red, it would be a rough, scratchy red, like the sounds my voice make when I have a cold. My two best friends have green personalities, which is soft and calm and reliable. I like to think my personality is orange, which represents superficiality. My math teacher has the strongest color: a dark, pounding purple which feels like anxiety and pain and confusion. Sometimes when people scream I can almost see a purple or red haze surrounding them. The only thing that doesn't have a color to me is taste. I think all of this has always been inside my head; I thought it was normal. Each letter has a decided color, except U, which is either yellow or gray. It's not even decided. It's how the color feels to me, it's how a texture feels to me, it's how a voice feels. Some voices feel like smooth leather, some like water and some like sandpaper. I can close my eyes and see it.