“The Feeling”

Sometimes love gets away from you and its hard to latch onto what you have already let go of. See when things change, so do people. They will never be the same as when you first left them. Something that caused so much happiness left them and it drained them of all joy. They just manage to pretend to have that joy and find another. Another to have and use as a shield to hide the pain and hurt. Once that shield is torn down, you go back to the one who caused you to put up the shield in the first place. As soon as you go back to the lost relationship you wont feel the same. "The feeling" is gone, and the spark is gone. There is no word for that feeling you feel, and there is no way to describe it. Something happened to this feeling and I cant seem to find out where it went. The feeling of young love, and contentment running through your veins doesn't run so smoothly anymore. He's gone for good. The one you loved and cherished left and you cant never get it back. "The feeling" goes away and you cant control it. "the feeling" is a sign that, sometimes moving on is the best choice. Not just for your loved one, but for you.