One Sided Love

I think about how it should be, love, to the point where I speak to God above. Who'd ever think that a single word of imperfection grasped upon an intersection of feelings and mutual benefits, yet here I speak of how it doesn't fit. It doesn't fit my personality judging from the way I prove my mentality, it isn't much of a problem given that I didn't care at all, sadly for this love of mine, for you I decided to fall yet it was un-explainable how unattainable you were how you talk, how you move even how you blink your eyes, no one other than her. I loved the feeling you gave me the meaning you filled the laughter in the air the love that you killed, because I realized one thing, it was that It couldn't be, how one sided the love was just added to my misery, a pain in the chest, it stung at best it hurt like hell but I was lost under your spell, I am pathetic because of how sympathetic I was, falling over your words of empathetic mistrust. No longer do I judge my way of impulse I feel my heart. Its one sided