If I could

If I could hold you tight

and tell you it's alright

you'd turn around and fight 

that's what you always do

If I could let you in

you'd curse me for my sins

destroy me from within

That what you said you'd do

If I could give my all

you'd break down my wall

only to see me fall

I know that's what you'd do

If I could leave today

you'd turn around and say

don't go, i'll change, please stay

if I could, I would hate you