let's be (burning whine the cathatric sunrise) good people 

wake up one day in the amniotic 

wake up one day and be pure and good, let's be good people, wake up one day. 

earlier today I did 

bad people things

in a place where everyone trusted me

it felt bad and I didn't expect that. (let's be good people, let's wake up)

 (pure and beautiful. let me outlive my flaws? let me outlive myself? ((What am I asking for?)) shush. )

that terrible spin on comfort where it strikes me, 

belatedly 

that something in me is so pummled that it cares and cannot stop staring 

lingering by the car crash 

but never calling the paramedics