Meanwhile
You told me many, many things;
All wonderfully related;
I closed my eyes for hours and,
Listen uniquely to your soothing voice...
Beautiful indeed..
But....you have to..
Say it now....
All these hurtful words you wanted to yell out loud,
Say it now...
The awful, sickening, and pugnacious truth..
You can.
Everything behind your words, hidden saying, mistrust...they doesn't need to be anymore..
Say it now.
Don't be afraid, no one is going to resent you...
Don't be frightened, nothing is going to hurt them.
All this time, you smiled and laughed,
Telling to the world what he wanted to hear...
And now....
You are fading...growing apart from your conscientious..
Don't let it inside, you are torturing yourself..
Damaging, lacerating, crushing your heart...
You are suffering.
Say it now.
And don't attempt to alleviate my burden..
I will listen to you.