Whatever.

It's hard to pretend to be smart

When I'm so lazy 

When I'm drowning in work but sit here idle

But I'll keep on going, 

Because hey, why not?

I'll go to the local college

Live a local life

Here in the state called purgatory

All my friends around me are doing stuff,

All my friends seem to have a life

Me, I don't even swim anymore

Just hope I don't drown

When my feet can't touch the bottom anymore

Sloth: the deadliest of the seven sins

Though it is a cute animal, I'll admit. 

I can't climb out of the pool when the lightning comes

Because I'm analyzing the rain, 

Measuring droplets

Well, forget you, forget your stupid grades

Forget your straight A's

I'll get A's and B's and C's 

Work in a cubicle, trapped with my insecurity

Believing I am nothing

Yeah, I can write, but what's the use of that?

It gets annoying sometimes, all the words in my head. 

Why write these poems when there's no one to read them?

Why should I live when I'd rather be dead?

Maybe I'm not really lazy, 

I just think more than do. 

Still, I feel so left behind

There's no way to change it, 

My utmost hate for myself

Is like glue

Which sticks me here, to my bed, 

So forget everything else.