Fantasy

He sits across from me

His face hidden in a shadow

So that I don't know who he is

The whites of his eyes sparkling 

telling me again and again

I'm beautiful just the way I am

I'm perfect for him

And he loves me

but

I imagine he loves me

I imagine he sees me as more than I am

I imagine he cares

I imagine he holds me in his arms

I imagine he kisses me

I 

imagine

he 

exists