Isolation

A friend I never asked for, but still busted in unannounced.

It remains with me, lurking, following,crawling against my entire body.

It coils like a snake, shutting me out from others.

Is it wrong to now be used to this suffocation?

I try to get its grip off of me, but it still remains.

Though it has loosened, it still follows and show its fangs to any who try to remove it.

I breathe what little I can, but I want it to be over.

Someone, anyone willing to spare their time to pay someone not in money, but in attention and caring can walk alongside me.

Never mind the beast the lurks, for the more I can be with that one person, or perhaps more than one, the more its grip will losen.

I wish not to ignore and show indifference, for it has hurt me deeply and is a curse I wish upon no one.

I want someone to listen, someone to confide in, someone who can see past my self-defense and hug me.

All I want is genuine love. Genuine care and be infected by the antidote of happiness. I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be used to the feeling no more.

Whoever is will to sacrifice even a few minutes to listen to me as I have listened to all the people who have entered and left my life, nothing will leave me more content.

I want to be a polar opposite to the me of now, and destroy the final barrier.

Whoever you are, wherever you may be, please, approach me, hug me, as odd as my request sounds, I need the connection that has never been plugged in. What our relationship becomes is of no matter, I simply need the reminder that I have someone to turn to in my times of sorrow.

If it is too odd, carry on and have a spectacular day. I wish you the best in all your endeavors. I understand the business of life, it is among the reasons why I lie in this situation. If only I had the same business I would care less for this communication.

To everyone I know, thank you for the time you have spared thus far, and for the time you have spared to allow me to pour these emotions.

(I feel odd to put this as my first post on here, for I usually bottle up everything, but I hope you enjoyed either way.)