My Thinking Thoughts
MY THINKING THOUGHTS
MARCH 30, 2017
IT WAS STRANGE
TO BEGIN WITH
THAT MY THINKING
THOUGHTS OFTEN
BECAME REALITY
A “THINK” WOULD
POP INTO MY HEAD
AND A MOMENT
DAY OR YEARS
WOULD BECOME TRUE
I THOUGHT I WAS
PSYCHIC OR UNNATURAL
I TOLD MYSELF TO NEVER
“THINK” HARM UPON OTHERS
AND IF MY THOUGHT
DID THAT ANYWAY
WITHOUT MY CONSENT
TO TELL IT TO CANCEL
CANCEL THE THOUGHT
ERACE THE “THINK”
EVEN IF THEY WERE
ON A DISSAGREABLE
MISERABLE BEINGS
TELL THE BAD “THINK”
TO GO AWAY INSTANTLY
I THOUGHT SOMEDAY
HOW MANY CHILDREN
IN MY LIFETIME WOULD
COME TO ME AND IT DID
HOW WOULD I KNOW
AT AGE TEN THIS BLESSING
WOULD BECOME TRUE
I THOUGHT AS I GREW UP
I WOULD MOVE TO THE WEST
AND OWN A BLUE CAR
I HAD A RECURRING BAD DREAM
WAKING ABRUPTLY SHAKING
SWEATING AND FRIGHTENED
I WAS ON THE CORNER
OF A POPULAR STREET
A TRUCK, CANVAS COVERED
WOULD JUMP THE CURB
KILLING ME INSTANTLY
LEAVING THIS EARTH
I TOLD IT TO GO FAR AWAY
FROM MY “THINKS” IT DID
BUT FOUR YEARS LATER
ON THAT SAME CURB
WAS THE TRUCK JUMPING
THE CURB WHERE I HAD BEEN
I HAD HID IN A BRICK KNITCH
IN A STORE FRONT I SPIED
IT WAS AMAZING I LIVED
THAT DAY DAY I RECALLED
THE VERY DREAM VIVIDLY
PERHAPS AN ANGEL
WARNED ME TO REMEMBER
I HAD NO CLUE BUT SMILED
THAT THE “THINK” POPPED
A REMEMBERING THAT DAY
I TOLD ME TO ALWAYS
BELIEVE THE 'THINKS'
THE DREAMS AND IDEAS
THAT POPPED IN MY HEAD
LATER I DREAMED MANY
THINGS AND THEY CAME TRUE
ALWAYS AS I THOUGHT
TRUTH WAS THERE
GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES
THE THOUGHTS AND 'THINKS'
TELLING BAD TO PASS AWAY
DREAMS OF FINDING A TRUE
LOVING MATE CONTINUED
BECAME FAITH IN ANOTHER
ENTWINING TOGTHER
PATIENTLY WE BECAME US
A DREAM COMES TRUE
WE BOTH DREAMED
WITHOUT THE KNOWLEDGE
OF EACH OTHER THAT DREAM
DREAMS REALLY DO COME TRUE
THERE ARE ALWAYS FOREVER
GOOD THINGS COMINGS INTO
THE WISHES AND THOUGHTS
WHEN YOU TRULY BELIEVE
ALWAYS KEEPING A GOAL
NEVER STOPPING BELIEFS
GIVING UP SWEPT FAR AWAY
SOMEDAY SOON WHEN
LEST EXPECTED YOUR
DAY WILL COME HOME
TO HAPPINESS SOON
YOUR “THINK” WILL
BECOME A REALITY
A MOVE TO BLISS
COMFORTING AMOVE
YOUR BLESSING FOR LIFE
NEVER GIVING UP
NO MATER WHAT HAPPENS
IN THE CHAMBERS OF THE HEART
BELIEVE BELIEVE EVERY MOMENT
©Julia A Knaake