Greetings!
Hello Prose! And to my fellow writers and to you, who's reading this right now, please smile, beautiful creature.
Anyway, I am a new member of this community. Currently a lousy college student (when I say lousy, I mean very lousy) who feels lost. I guess that's what'll happen to you if you try pretending to like something you don't really like. I am taking architecture but I can tell that my heart is leaning towards literature and med. But, being in my 4th year I can't really let go of this career that I started. Career that I let my parents choose for me. This thing that I let consume the beauty of my dreamy youthful years. It was one of my biggest mistake of my life and now, that misery and bleakness that I feel is what fuels me in making my works.
Now, having failed grades here and there getting depressed over my own wrongdoings is the only thing that fills my mind. Don't forget to top it off with a handful of responsibilities that runs here and there, constantly reminding me that they are always one-step head of me. This pressure that keeps building inside me, that I am keeping shut in an array of locks and chains. No clue what'll happen if this was freed from it's imprisonment.
am not saying this to earn sympathy, but to tell my fellow youth who feels the same way I do to take action and speak for yourself. Do something and I am telling you. It is better to do something you really like even if it is looked down by everyone. Do it beautifully that you can shine from it. You can do it! Do it for people like me who haven't done anything.
Now, enough of the melodramatic me. I am actually a happy go lucky person! I like dogs and very fluffy animals.Back when I was I kid, I always say that I want to be a vet. whenever my Mom buys me toys for cooking, I'd always use to as tools for surgery! Lol. and a little bit of myself, I am a girl but not really. I mean not the girly type. I'm the one who'll choose sneaks over heels , jeans over shorts and shirt over blouse. And of course, I want friends I can share my works with and be myself. Are you that person?
Well, see you around! :>