all mad here
goodbye dinah,
goodbye
i'm going to a place where
you can't follow,
falling in reverse down this
madness hollow
and these roots look a lot
like the veins in my skin
one more shot in the arm
makes my world start to spin
hello dinah,
hello?
i'm lost in a meadow of
poisonous thorns,
mocked by the petals in
flowery scorn
and their pollen is stale
like the lines i inhale, i'm
a bump shrunk too small
as my flesh starts to pale, it's
cold dinah,
cold
i'm chasing a cat with a
grisly grin,
we're all mad, he says,
we're all made of sin
and the pills on my tongue
disappear with his guise
but the mome raths outgrabe
cut me back down to size, i'm
alone dinah,
alone
with the hatter and hare
and their
spirituous brew,
heed the door mouse’ beware
and this tea tastes a lot
like the sorrow i feel
one more pot down the hatch
turns my whole world surreal, i'm
trapped dinah,
trapped
in the red queen's rose court
with her
merciless games,
calling torture a sport
and the drugs numb my soul
but i'd rather be dead
if i don't play her way then
it's off with my head, so
goodbye dinah,
goodbye
i'm going to a place where
you can't follow,
falling in reverse down this
madness hollow
the light leaves my eyes
with my lung's last expand, and
we're all mad here
in this dark wonderland.
-
z. ikeda
'17