Refill

Alone with idle hands,

Chemicals control my thoughts,

Solid stone I stand,

Know God, I fought,

Listen to the silence,

But voices tell me lots,

Never meant to be defiant,

But the voices never stop,

Wait for marriage they say,

That will never happen,

Fill your cup today,

God is up there laughing,

The longer I fight,

The stronger the urge,

Every woman I like,

I'm on the verge,

The woman of my dreams,

Sits upon my desk,

I see her on my screen, 

She removes her dress,

A shining cross around her neck,

She don't know what it means,

It hangs between her breast, 

Selling her soul for paper colored green,

Now I'm jacking off mad,

What doesn't she get,

Making me bad, 

And into a hypocrite,

When I'm done,

You're no longer special,

Move on to the next one,

This was just sexual,

Wasn't that nice they said,

But my cup is empty again,

My emotions are dead,

They whisper do it again.