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My love, I have never intended to hurt your beautiful heart. You are the first I always think when I open my eyes in the morning. And always be the story I always hear when I am going to sleep. There are always time when my words become a knife to your heart. Stab it, over and over. And that words always make me scare to face my self. I am a jerk and bunch of stupid drama who tried to love your sincere soul. 

This year has been the best time of my life. When I finally met a smile I always bring to my sleep, a giggle I always hear over and over again, and a heart that I always afraid to broke. 

But what could I do, I am just a dark soul and a dust from hell. Who always destroy every good living. Who always broke every love I tried to take care of. I am born devil and have all the sign of bad things. 

Thats why I always scared when I begin to feel happy. In my heart, if you could call it heart, I know I bring no good to others. And what I regret the most is when the dark side of mine hurt you. 

You are the best man I have ever met. You don't deserve a being who always try to paint a scar on your heart. It hurts to say the words I am going to write. But that's not matter, my soul would die after you leave. You are the best and you deserve the best. A woman who could paint a rainbow in your morning. An angel who sing you a beauty beats. And a lady who can take care of your heart. 

Baby, I wish you have a good night and a sunny day. The star will always be with you. And the sun will guide you. I love you and will always be.