Lonely and Alone.

Lonely.

To feel lonely is to feel sodomy and gloom. You feel deep aversions of pity and self hatred if it eats you alive. To feel lonely is something that eats you alive until you have no choice but to burst out in tears due to your lack of peace and self awareness.

Alone.

Alone in solitude, I always am. This solitude is peaceful, gives me way to understanding that I am not alone. I know that when I am alone I thrive more. Thriving creatively, making imaginations realities.

So, to be lonely is to never feel the gift of being alone.