13 Reasons Why

One special night, we sat together

At the roof top, alone, with no other

Gazed at the moon

like we were in love's weather

I thought of so many things

Not one was like the latter

Why did you end my world

That was not over?

Why didn't I let her understand

Forever, I thought, we still had

A sharp razor blade stopped that time

I kissed the sun goodnight

When she walked pass me

Her eyes, smile made darkness sprint

I fist the earth outermost shell

When she spake gently

Her words, lips made oxygen rich

I thought I over reached

When I became your friend

Stories of your relationships

Made me pissed

My heart was pieces

Yours in particle physics

Why didn't I see the danger signs?

So blind I fell, you took your life

How dare you take what's not yours?

My love for you terrified the gods

Why did I panic and walk away?

The chain reaction was built with clay

My actions solidified your cruel mistake

As I gently listen to these tapes

Reliving the moments

Of the thirteen excuses you gave

I sought justice for your name

Life is hurt, life is vain

I'm sober, yet tipsy I feel

I can't get over you

Not now that I bleed

I'm puking all over

College dreams and SAT's

Can barely feel my feet

You're still here

Like a cancer in my body tissues

How can I test negative

To a broken heart analysis?

You can't love someone back to life

No buckets of tears will bring them back

It's a mystery that science can't reply

I can't truly explain how I feel

Just knowing I will never see her again

Makes me confused

Like I used.