Anxiety

The biggest fear when the time is near,

Is when you die, you will leave your family and wife behind.

Whether the gun is pointed to your head or the illness is getting bad

Whether you're in a sinking boat or lost control and drove off the road, 

I know you don't want to hear

But everyone will go through this fear.

No matter if you're rich or poor the day will come that you will hit the floor

What comes after that no one knows for sure, will there be nothing, heaven, hell or just something nice and pure?

But trust me when i say

at that moment youll see clear

That Whats truly important in Your life, like feeling the pain of someone else raise your kids and be with Your wife.

Yes something happened on a day,

That made feel this way.

Call it depression, trauma and anxiety but know I go through this everyday.

When and what will make me go?

Now I even start to wonder that i'm sick,

Will the cause be My heart, lungs or hell, will it be my d*ck? 

All they can do is give xanax Prozac and meds but god knows that wont help. Because everytime i turn out the lights Ill go through the same Old scary frights.