Things I could not live without

There are three things that I could not live without. One is my grandmother, music, and the other is YouTube. My grandmother is like the pillow I fall back on. When I get into huge arguments with my parents or when they hit me I call her immediately even if she cannot hear me because of how bad I was crying. She would calm me down and tell me I am alright. She also told me to move in with her after I turn 18 to be safe. The other may sound stupid and you may say that I do not need these to live. I would tell you are wrong. Please, do not call me selfish or stupid because of this. When I turn on music, I forget about everything. I sit on my bed and jump up and down giggling. I would not care what was happening. I would blast music and zone out. Same thing with YouTube. It helps me forget everything. It make me laugh and it is the one cause of my laughter. Without these three things, I would fall into a pit of darkness. I would be deep into depression and anxiety. These things helped me find a way of my terrible life. My terrible situation I was born into. These things are like my flashlight in a dark forest.