I am a monster of my own distruction. 

I have an anger that swells inside me until it explodes.

I weep, I scream, I hit walls.

I wonder why I get so angry.

What's wrong with me?

Why do I have to feel so different?

Why Do i have to be such a monster?

Control it they say, stop getting so angry.

But it's not easy you see, once you let that thing outside of the box it slowly, visiously consumes you.

When that happens it's not so easy to control.

It's not so easy to put back in the box. 

In a sick way you end up liking it, the adrenolen, the power, until you realize who it really affects.

Until you realize you may be creating more monsters.