I don't understand

Why I looked the other way

Turning back with blind eyes

Seeing in you

A love I wanted so badly

That reality became a blur

All those times you pretended I wasn't there

Pretended our sunshine wasn't there

I thought I could fix it

And make you care

Until the yelling

The neglect

Turned into an abandoned family

In a vandalized home

I realized you being gone

Felt the same as you being there

I know that we deserve better

We have found better