I Loved You.

I love you, no, I loved you. I use the old shirt you gave me as a pillowcase because it still smells like you. everytime I see you I run, trying to hide my emotions from you. I still feel your hands on my hips, your lips on my neck whispering love and praise to my soul. I still feel the rush of adrenaline from you driving 100 miles an hour down the highway listening to music as loud as we could get it. I miss us, but we could never stay in love. We were full of fire and desire. Beautiful untill the very end. I'm supposed to hate you but I still love you.