Victoria

She is everywhere. Watching me. I know she must not like me anymore because every time her eyes meet mine, I can feel a surge of apathy and sadness. It is not her fault; I was the one to cut contact with her. We stopped talking over 6 months ago because I was too depressed to answer her phone calls and texts, and now, she haunts me in my dreams. In my dream, I could be walking through the park, or on the sidewalk, or in the supermarket, but every time I turn a corner, she would be there. We'd hug, I'd cry my apology, and then she'd turn away sadly in response to the way I had once rejected her. I miss her so much, and the guilt of neglecting my once best friend forces me to reach out. However, I am so afraid she won't forgive me.