Embodiment
Today I weep over noble birth.
Today I weep that Achilles never lay beside me
in the dawn of morning.
Today I weep that I am not alone here; that
I am neither the first nor the last.
You and I, Mind, are the wandering
blacks of souls;
The result of discontentment unrelented.
Islands and mountaintops,
Valleys and plains,
Rushing waters and creeks,
Stretching trees and wheat
All far more beautiful
than life, love, and the rest.
We pale in comparison to our
supposéd subordinates.
We are sad molded creatures with
forgotten origin.
Lost in soulful space,
Lost in tempestuous time,
Lost in place of daring, ethereal boldness
divine.
Carry me further,
Let me careen through the air;
Take me higher than my feet
could ever fare.
Bless my wandering spirit
and my impossible imagination thus;
Let me wield a sword of steel
and let me ride through a prolonged night.
Cover me in screens of gold and clouds of white,
wearing only what heaven’s soldier might.
I will piece together, myself,
an ivied castle reaching tall;
reaching higher than any other
this lowly world could ever recall.
I want wings on my feet,
shining beads in my hair;
Mail for my armor
so the silver glints and glares.
Behold, there will be no men
or women
or children
of any more beauty than another;
Rather, we will dwell in gleeful silence
amidst the gem-riddled green,
and we will gaze up at the
sky which harbored us.
And to Thee I will sing a
song of tearful joy for--
my dreams and wants and desires
go hungry
no more.