At a distance.
When she closes her eyes, she sees everything; everything that she ever wanted to see. Whatever she felt was missing she could always see it, and almost feel it when she closed her eyes from the world. Something being beyond her reach did not mean that she could not be there in her imagination for imagination could sometimes lead to profound and vivid aspects of living that could somehow not be explored otherwise.
Her imagination made many things come to the surface for it was the only place where nobody bothered her; distracted her from her interests. She could travel through the places of her desire with the most amazing panoramas and no one was there to spoil anything. Imagination made many things clear to her. She always imagined dialogues about situations that troubled or rattled her, not always clear why but by those imagined dialogues she found some peace and ease. And tranquility.