Asking for Help

I fight myself everyday

to tell myself it's not weak

because I can't do this alone

When the opponent is yourself,

it's a pretty even match without reinforcements.

and you can only fight yourself for so long before it kills you

I had let it go on long enough

My anxiety leading to body dysmorphia leading to anorexia.

My mental fight had turned to a physical one.

So I asked for help.

And I'm still crumbling.

But maybe a little less.