It’s Not Worth it

Dying. Ending it. Saying your last hellos and goodbyes. Leaving a little too early. That's not the answer. And yes I mean suicide, it's the worse decision you could make. Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, it's not worth the pain and suffering left behind as a seed in everyone's hearts, slowly growing day by day. Trust me, I've been through the pain, and seeing the light isn't the best feeling in the world. You feel cold to the touch and can almost feel your young soul leave your body to end up no where.  Swallowing those pills or stepping off a chair. Cutting the vein or pulling the trigger. A long goodbye letter or no letter at all. It doesn't matter how you leave this place, you'll end up leaving the biggest dent in peoples hearts. The stories that would be told about you would always end up in tears. Happy memories turn into the last moments they saw you. The days will never be the same. Friends and family don't want to say goodbye to their little angel. They've seen you grow up you're entire life. From leaving the hospital with your mother and father, to the homecoming you just went to about 3 weeks ago. They knew you would become such a beautiful person. They want to see you grow even more. They want to see you go to prom. They want to watch you get married. They want to see your children grow up. Children are suppose to outlive their parents. Sure this place might be hell, but 6 feet underground isn't any better sweetie. So trust me on when I say don't do it. Too many people love you and there is so much to life that you haven't seen. You haven't felt the touch of water from Dubai. You haven't smelled the fresh air of Scotland. You haven't found true love... No matter how hard it is, you're strong enough to go though it. And if you need help, you got the friends and family that you wanted to leave behind. So please, for me, for everyone that loves you, for your untouched soul, and for yourself... Don't leave, this place will miss you way too much. We love you..