Hey

I don't know you. And you're probably right in that I won't completely understand the pain that socked you in the heart. But if you're reading this, I'm willing to bet that you want to live... Just not the way you're living right now. But hey, imagine yourself 5 years from now. Or even two. Hell, imagine yourself 6 months from now. The people you know will be different, the feelings you have will change. You might find your soulmate, you might find a song that makes your soul quiver in happiness, or you might find someone that understands. They say that there's a set amount of tears a person spills in their lives. If you've cried your eyes dry on this phase of life, your future will be much happier. I can't talk you out of suicide, only you can do that. All I can do is tell you that if you want someone to help you talk yourself out of suicide, I'm be there with some cocoa, a warm hug, and an open ear.