Do you...?

Do you ever just sit in the dark? No music. No sound. No light. Just you and darkness. But sooner or later the thoughts come in. You start to think a lot more, a lot deeper since you're alone. You think about the past and all the memories and mistakes you made. You think about the future and what kind you want... and what kind you think you'll most likely have. You think about how you feel. The feelings you hide from your friends cause you don't know how to explain them. You think about what could of happened, what should of happened. You sit there and think about everything. You think about why the stars burn and how the Earth flows. You ask yourself questions like, " What if..? " and " Why..? " You question your choices and yell at your mistakes. You cry at the memories you made and cry harder at the ones you didn't get a chance to make. You lay there or sit there it doesn't matter. Either way, you're still in the darkness. The darkness that you feel safe in. People get mad at us when we don't talk about our feelings. But I do. I talk about them to the darkness. He's the closest friend I got. Now...tell me... do you sit in the dark?