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succedding a breakdown always attempt to smile

the hardest part is knowing it's never over

it never ends

the pills

the drinks

the drugs

it's as if they taunt you

they play with you

Yank you across the floor and beat you

the sweet joy of it

they relish in your pain

smell the sadistic smiles and distraught eyes

the screams of terror and ripping wrists

the tears of sweet, sweet agony 

and breathless limp foaming bodies

succedding a breakdown, always attempt to